on what i look like: short. black hair. flat (errr) chest. quite big size of feet (BIGFOOT!). straight stick figure. asian-ish. makes sense since i'm asian. people say i look chinese but i'm not. i have zits which is gross and downside of everything on my appearance.
on what i wished i look like: taller. normal chest. no zits.
people's perception: quiet if they don't know me, loud when they do know me. i don't speak much but when i get the chance i do. and only when i get the chance (probably...). pretty outspoken sometimes. critical. shy. weak. nice ( i guess not). ignorant. when i'm mean, i went hard.
based on that i think: yes i am shy, critical and all that but i'm not weak. maybe it's just because i look timid and my characteristics shown this possibility. okay so i had trouble at home but don't even bring this business to school. and other places.
this is starting to bore me.
i wanna go to HUMANITIES so going to psychology or sociology is possible and stuff and oh my god that would be so fun i swear it's like one of the most fun subject ever where we actually have a voice to say. YAY I LIKE HAVING VOICE!
and also, going to somewhere in fashion would be good through that not only art because if i'm in art i get no foundation at least in business part of it, because i want that and feel like need it.
okay stop i'm not even sure what college i'm going to choose / majors / who am i going to be.
AAHHH SO MUCH PRESSURE.
bye.
today's outburst is from me thank you vedi much (ala andy kaufman from 70s tv show Taxi)
